Mother's day

This pass Sunday, we have celebrated mother's day at my Gramma's nursing home. It was long, I thought it would never end and I would never get home in time to study for my final. I end up staying up all night studying for final after finish gramma's thing with the relatives, grocery shopping with my family, and dinner at some Korean resturant. I always put my family's need before my own. I did that for Kevin's graduation, family function, and all the holidays. My personal time and needs always comes in second. Sometime I wish I could be a little more selfish and do what I want with out feeling guilty. Like going out with friends, not staying home for dinner, and skip out big family reunions to do something more important in my life. My parents knows how to play the guilt trip on me. It's not even funny. Maybe that's why I don't have a social life nor a boyfriend. Even when I go on my computer sometime my mom spy on me by looking from behind me and asked "what are you looking at." I need some space and independent that's why my other blogger is called findingliberty.
After we came home from dinner we ate a heart shape cake. It's the best looking fruit cake I ever seen and quite expensive for such a small cake. I guess everything comes with a cost especially, in N.Y. By the way, it looks better than it taste.


aww....isn't this a pretty cake? I didn't even want to eat it b/c it looked so nice.